Friday, April 25, 2014

Hope

Just when you think 
Or feel 
You can't go another day 
Hope 

When the rose-tint in your glasses 
Turns grey 
And weeds crowd in on your blossoms 
Hope 

When the road takes a 
U-turn and 
You're back to square One 
Hope 

When the pain etched across your 
Heart 
Imprints in your memory 
Leaving scars 
Hope 

Hope never ends 
Sometimes it remains silent 
Letting you weep 
And mourn 
For a short while 
It lies dormant 
Letting you believe that 
That there is no more 
Hope 

But Hope
Cannot stay silent 
Forever
It is irrepressible like the 
Sun that rises every morn 
Like the rose that must bloom 
Like the road that straightens ahead 
And no matter the pain 
No matter the sorrow 
Or the rain 
As surely as your heart beats 
Hope lives 


Thursday, April 3, 2014

Am I my Sister's Keeper?

How would you answer that question? 

Why should we care? Maybe the real question should be why shouldn't we care? And care about who? Ourselves? Or the people around us? 

It's easy to get so caught up in living our own lives that we increasingly forget that we're living among people. 

Other people. People who are not our family. And not in our friend's circle either. 

Living in Singapore I see people becoming increasingly glued to their gadgets and devices. It seems to be easier to face a gadget than it is to face another person. 

Maybe because gadgets don't ask us tough questions. If they did, it would bring new meaning to the term 'smart phones'! 

Are our 'smart phones' doing us a disservice by isolating us from others? Or are we allowing them to do that to us? Are we allowing them to make robots out of us? Isn't the purpose of technology to connect, and not isolate? 

The irony is that in highly developed societies, people are feeling increasingly lonely. Starved almost, of human connection. But why? When there are people all around us? 

And why, when within our hands lies the decision to change our own life? And perhaps even that of others. 

Maybe we just lack the ability, or rather the confidence to step outside of our little ego- centered circles and talk to someone else. Why should you? Just because. What if you knew that even your hi or your smile brightened someone else's day? 

We're not always privy to details about someone else's life, and very few of us might really know how our words or actions touched another's life. But lack of that knowledge should not stop us from doing what is in our very DNA. 

To Reach out. Make strangers your neighbors. Expand your circle, or better yet never close your circles so there is always room for more. 

Take the first step, and watch your life blossom in ways you may not have ever imagined. Start-ups are never easy, but then what is life without it's myriad challenges? 

Who knows, you may even find your next miracle. 

Esther www.soakupinfo.com/Esther 

Thursday, March 6, 2014

You, Me, and Us

I have something 
that you don't have 
something that no one else has
Or will ever have 

it's not breath because 
You breathe too 
It's not sight because 
You see too 
It's not hearing because 
You hear too 
It's not taste because 
You taste too 

Its not beauty because 
You are beautiful too 
It's not Love because 
You are loved too 

Faith? 
Maybe 
Happiness? 
Maybe 
Joy? 
Maybe 
Peace? 
Maybe 

The Truth is 
What I have that no one else 
Has or will have 
Is Me 

The greater Truth is 
You have something I do not have 
That no one else has 
Or will have 
And that is You 
And You and Me 
We are better together 
With what we have to give 
To others who dont have what we have 



Wednesday, November 20, 2013

It took my breath away

I was walking 
Down the side walk and when 
I looked up 
My breath was taken away 
It wasn't a human sight that 
Took my breath away 
Although there are plenty of 
Beautiful Mortals 
That can steal your breath and make 
You Pause 

No it wasn't a human sight 
Although it was my eyes that saw 
As a mere human 
Something that was so far away and 
Yet so near 
So beautiful and yet incomprehensible to
A mere mortal 
I saw a white light shining behind a dark cloud 
And I kept looking 
And kept walking 
And the dark cloud gradually slinked away 
And I saw what was hiding behind 
Tried to hide because really it could not hide 
The Moon 
Not just any moon 
A Full, White, Round Glorious Moon 
And as I kept walking, it seemed almost toward it 
I wanted to follow it but the irony was 
It seemed to follow me 
Egocentric thoughts, of course 
Mere human thoughts, of course 
It seemed to shine brighter and brighter as the dark clouds completely moved away 
And as I turned a corner It never left 
I walked past buildings that I thought could hide It 
Perhaps momentarily 
Never for forever 

It was strangely comforting 
A humanly spiritual experience 
Or a spiritually human experience 
That our lives revolve around a much greater Purpose 
That every single experience we have 
Is not really ours 
That sometimes we have to extricate ourselves from the mess we make of our lives 
And look at things from a much higher and a far removed perspective 

Could we compare the Moon to God? 
Perhaps 
There are similarities after all 
He's there beside us at our every waking moment as well as our sleeping ones 
When we turn a corner He's there 
Even though we may not see Him, when everything seems dark 
He never left 
And it gives us the courage to continue down our Path 
Turning corners, passing buildings 
Only to turn another corner and find Him 
Still there 
A wonderfully comforting though 
It takes my breath away 



Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Something beautiful

There's something Beautiful 
About life
It seems to be like a great ocean filled with sparkling drops 
Each drop representing a memory 
A Moment 
And we are filled with the knowing that 
There is something to be 
Learned in each precious Moment 
Moments that happen 
Moments that we make happen
That leave behind poignant memories 
Yes memories come and 
Memories go 
But at every moment we have in our hands 
Power to make that Moment special 

How special one might ask? 
Special is after all subjective 
It really doesn't matter 
We only understand the 'specialness' of a moment after it's gone 
True 'specialness' is meant to be lived in the moment 
Because once it's gone it's gone 
Never to return 
And no amount of intelligence or physical strength can bring it back 

But for every moment that may seem 
To have gone wrong 
We are granted by the Great Giver 
Another potent moment 
To either make right or make Better 
Joyful moments filled with to the brim 
With Happiness 
With Hope 
With Laughter 
With Togetherness 
Most of all though, filled 
With Love 
Because Love is 
Something Beautiful 

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Who am I?

It's the age- old question; who am I? Who are we really? When we look in the mirror we just see one person staring back at us. Most of the time we like that person, I dare say even love that person. It's us after all. Give or take a few imperfections, we do love ourselves. No matter what we may have done or not done. Of course if you don't love yourself then now would be a good time to start. You have everything to gain- not the least of which is confidence and a greater sense of self- esteem. 

So back to the question of who am I? Side-stepping the obvious, I believe we are a culmination of each and every experience we have been through thus far. Right from our childhood all the way to this present moment. The moment at which you're reading this hopefully intelligible prose of mine! If I had to delve into my background I could come up with a myriad of experiences that have led me to where I am now. For better or for worse. And our experiences are only as relevant, as real as our memories. It stands to reason that we define who we are by what we remember- which then logically leads to the thought that we are our memories. We are what we choose to remember. And this can be a truly empowering thought. 

We can choose to pick out memories that highlight our best side. We can choose to think differently about each memory- no matter how unpleasant it might have been. After all reality exists in our minds. A memory is truly just that- an imagining of something that happened in the past. If we can remember something so clearly in the past - then we can also re-create each memory in the present so that it enhances our present moment- thereby creating a much happier future. Instead of letting previous unhappy memories weigh us down, why not instead use that memory as a deterrent from ever having that experience re-occur? 

It's a choice, something that we do every day. It's a lifestyle too- a new way of using every experience to propel us forward rather than dragging us back. After all we are what we think. And therefore do. 

Esther @ www.soakupinfo.com/Esther 

Saturday, August 10, 2013

A Love Collage

It's been said that' " love makes everyone a poet, or a poetess". 
Love makes the world go around, 
And in some extreme cases
Love stops the world from spinning 
Love makes sense 
And yet it creates more confusion than one thought possible 
It blinds and simultaneously opens us 

What Love? 
Why Love? 
How Love? 
Why question at all? 
When answers are not forth coming 
The only answer is Love 

An old hymn talks about Divine Love
That if the skies were 'of parchment made' 
And every man or woman a 'scribe by trade' 
And if the sea was ink 
And every blade of grass a quill
It still would not be enough to write about how deep, how wide, how tall 
The Love of God is 

I've heard that Pure Love is the highest form of energy 
The highest level at which one can exist 
In which there is 
No Fear 
No anger 
No greed 
No hurt 
No pain 
No attachment to anything or anyone 
How beautiful to know this Love 
How much more beautiful to live in this realm of purity 
Where we do not walk but float 
Where tears flow not out of sadness but joy 
Where eyes sparkle in wonder 
At seeing inexpressible, inexhaustible, incomprehensible Beauty 

So much Love all around us 
And all we need to do is open our eyes 
Our hearts 
Our very Souls 
To feel it first 
And then share 
Not just 'like' or 'comment' 
But truly 'Share' 
So that there would be no time or energy to feel anything other than 
Love